Jill (affectionately known as Paku) had played a very important role in my life. I bought her when she was 6 weeks old and together, walked thru 12 years of life since I was 18 years old. Till today, memories of her are still deeply embedded in my mind.
Friends asked.. y dont u get another? My reply to them would be.. Paku’s irreplaceable.. what she & I went thru, no other dogs will be able to walk the same path as we did.
Though she had left me for more than 2 years, I would still like to dedicate this section of my blog to her..
I am unsure about how others would choose to relieve themselves of painful memories. As for me.. I would pen down my feelings.. as with what I did when Paku left me..
Responsibility, Ownership and Patience U taught me and
Many more lessons that words can never do justice
Happiness and Joy U had brought me
Bubbly and Happy-go-Lucky I came to be
I willingly sacrificed for U when others say I am foolish.
I do not blame them for they know not how much U mean to me.
Quick to forget am I with the rueful looks from the corner of your eyes and a wag of your tiny tail in a tick-tock motion
Our lives destined to cross when I laid eyes on U 12 year ago.
30 January 2006
U left me with a broken heart
U left me to face this world on my own
U left me to mourn for U
When I helplessly witness your life slipping away
U were courageous
U fight to stay alive only going down on the third time
U waited for my hand to caress U for the last time before resting Your soul
This Is for U, JILL, wherever U may be
Memories of U will forever remain
Just like the perpetual pawprints U left in my life
至亲爱的：
我们的相遇是苍天的安排
你的出现就像在我黑暗的世界里点燃了烛光
让我勇于踏出这冰冷的世界寻找属于我的人生
因为我知道不论受尽多少委屈，承受多少悲伤，
你会永远守护着我，永远让我带着笑容迎接明天
时光飞逝，转眼间就这样互相扶持紧紧依赖了十二年
在我人生最灿烂的一刻，你选择放弃了我
让我再次陷入了无底的深渊
我试着努力勇敢的活下去只因不想让你失望
但至今我仍然无法习惯你不在我身边
好多次我回到原地试着找寻你踪影
但一切都只是个空
我哭了，但你已无法像从前似的安慰我
我只想问你
你在哪里？没有我的日子是否还快乐
好想再见你，你知道吗？
如果现在你听得见我的呼唤
我只要祝你幸福
从今以后我可能无法过得潇洒，也没有办法真真的快乐活下去
但我还是会走完这没有你陪伴的人生路程
直到我们再次相遇在世界的尽头
等我
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